Friday, June 29, 2007
when do males strt their puberty?? i seriously cant remember exactly... shame on me cos i'm a BIOtech student...
if my memory serves me right, its 13/14 and above izit?? i dunnoe larh!!!
so, things like voice break, taller,hair growth and Maturity...
Maturity for me is the level of tinkg... how u see tings, reason out/analyse situations etc.
in my sec sch life, i seldom took things seriously...except impt things... like wad?? i dunoe,cant remember... aiya,simply said,it was all play by ear for me during that stage..
all i did was play a fool in class, make fun of teachers and just be the joker..... my frens seldom took me seriously for things that i say and i din care abt anitg dat time..
all i wanted was for everyone to have fun includg myself
so yea, those years have be ha-ha-ha all the way for me...
but have anyone tot of wad is exactly gg on in my head??... haha
i dun tink so..if yes,prob they tot all dat i'm tinkg is stupid... and yes,i agree wif them...
all the things i do,say or wadever shit...i reflect on most of them..
i observe reactions...even the slightest.. even if u get pissed by it, i will noe... its oni i dun care if u are the minority... but ppl just dun care wad i tink...
all in all, for me, all that matters is i got my own perception of tings... and dun tink i dun know wad's gg on ard me even when i put a blur face or a cock face or behave like and idiot... i KNOW.... i just know... i'm smarter at knowing all these things rather than studies...
trust me on this... its all abt being observant and sharp..multi-tasking...
till now, one ting still haven change...ok,maybe abitt
that is keeping my problems to myself... because of my behaviour, how often do frens ask abt my probs or even ask weder i have one?? haha i wud be shocked if it happens. all kinds of probs are gg on with me...and where or who do i tell it to?? my blog(recently),fatinsuhaila or just by talking to myself abt it b4 sleepg...may sound stupid i noe... i just see no point in lettg it out to ppl who dont wish to noe abt it and get them all moodless...
this is why i'm taking abt my maturing life... how mature am i?? tell me ppl...
i reli dunnoe...y am i strtg to tok abt these things in my blog?? i reli dunnoe.. maybe becos of study stress,family stress etc. i reli dunnoe... just felt like doin it...sheesh
dun wanna continue, y'all can predict the rest i tink..bye!
finally maturing? or not?
-wonders-